home's teenager

okay, i'm not a teenager anymore. this is a flash-back story about me, and my friend's ex best friend.

to make it simplier, i will call him "x".
x is my friend's ex-best friend. and my friend has a feeling for him. he's nice enough before, although he doesn't have good sense of humor, too serious and tight. but yes, he has some close friends to talk and hang-out with. i dont really know him, but i know his stories.

several months ago, x and my friend were really close, they talk in phone every hours, and chatting in between. but just hang out together for 2-3 times. i don't really like this situation, not because i'm jealous, but although you were a close and best of the best friends, you still need time to eat and take a bath. or study, because they're still have a class and task.

x rarely let my friend to eat without talking with him in-phone. and he take my friend's sleeping time to chat or playing game. My friend isn't a smart student, and her points never be nice enough, i always tell her to study, i just don't want if she can't continue her study just because of too-low points. but love is blind, she never thinking a lot of her study, just x, x and x.

they're close, but not as a bf and gf. just friends. and time separate them, after 5-6 weeks, they're have a fight and then be a normal friend again..

and now, he has a problem and please my friend to help him solve it. as i say above, he's a tight person. now he doesn't have a friend to talk or hang out with anymore. he's frustated, he said "i used to be a home's teenager, so i don't really know how to make a friend". it's bulshit, i said. People would know how to make friend naturally, nothing relate with time they spent at home. He's just tooooooo iritated.



i am, as a home's girl -because i used to loooooveeeee Ragnarok games and i spent very much time on it- offended because of that. I have a lot of friends, to talk ang hang out with. I just to closed to talk with them what's on my mind.

it's different, right? :D

a little girl

tired tired tired ..

i am sooooo tired with a feeling like this, i feel like a little girl that not really want a sweets, but more and more my mother forbid that candy, the more i want. And now it reach the top ..........................................................

God, if You don't let me get it, don't let me see it .. =(